Sometimes i wonder if im ever treated fairly. It hurts the worst when it isn't your fault and yet u have to suffer. Repeated attempts to send just a simple message across is that diffcult. I questioned my status here. There will never be an answer. It sucks badly and it is deeply affecting one's health.

I will still continue to put on a brave and happy face. Cause it is never worth to even thought about it. Nothing seems to be going right and i bet it is going to continue on. Maybe i shd learn from my friend.