Hearing so many of friends already graduating from their poly courses and im still stuck at this stupid attachment that teaches me nth useful..

I WAN TO GRAD NOW! I WAN MY DIPLOMA!

But, than again, so what if i've gt the diploma?
I dun think i can get into uni. Anyway uni doesn't have what i want to study and i have no $$ too.
So, the path right now probably is to work after serving NS.
Work? what can i work as? This course doesn't really equip me enugh to go out there and work.

Just went to NP website and saw this advanced course that i really really like.
http://www.np.edu.sg/fms/abt_adfp.htm
The minimum criteria are:
Applicants must possess either a degree or a recognised 3-year diploma.
Applicants must be at least 21 years of age in 2006.
Singaporean male applicants must have completed national service or be exempt from it.

Sounds nice. I can apply it after i come out. But, than again..

Tuition Fees & Payment Schedule:
Year 1: $10500.00
Year 2: $5250.00

How am i going to find that sum? I can get a loan and pay back later.
But, it is going to be hard. Im going to walk on a tight string throughout.
Too bad i dun have a rich or understanding family.