Happy 20th birthday to me.

Many thanks to so so many ppl..
Thanks andy, edwin, yy, des, sk and annie for celebrating my bday. I love u all. I'm ok and i love your presents.
Thanks Mr Lim for sending me an email personally..
Thanks to those who called me up a few days ago and on the dot..
Thanks to those who SMSes me. Wow, so many ppl knew my bday..
Thanks to so so so so many ppl who MSN me...
I appreciate u all. Great to have a great load of ppl who took their precious time off to celebrate my bday or wishing me afar.. I really love u all.


Many shd have know that im nt happy at all on my bday. Yes, im now officially 20 years old.
A great leap forward but i feel i still have nth at all up till this point..
However, something else is bothering me.. Not many ppl knew this and i have to say it out now..
All my friends are celebrating my bday. But what are my parents doing?
For so many years, they aren't bothered to at least do something for me.
Sometimes i just hope they would at least look at me on my special day. No, they didnt today.
Everything i do or say, he will rebuke me back. Everything i do or say, she wasn't there.
When she is here, he will quarrel with her. When she is nt here, he took it out on us.
A pathetic broken family u would say..

To yiwen, you have a GREAT mum. She is just caring for u. You should be proud to be her daughter. I can see she is doing everything she can to protect u. Pls do nt think y u are born under her.

To andy, you too have a GREAT mum. She is noisy and that can only be a gd thing. I dun get to see my mum that much. Pls dun think y she is controlling u so much..

To all who hates your parents. Dun think what they do or say is wrong. U are their gu rou afterall. They will do what they can to give u a good life. Pls do nt take out on them. Be nice to them.

I have been putting a brave face for too long. I know some ppl think i have a wan mei de jia ting. Nope i dun. I have no family at all. I dread to go back home everyday. I dun have a sense of warmt inside my house. I hope everything breaks and start afresh(soon). I dun wan to be independent but i cant. I can only do everything by myself together with the help of my friends.
I'm alrite ppl. Pls stop asking me what is wrong. Nothing is wrong with me. I am just feeling sad on my 20th bday. Life still goes on for me. I dun want to bring myself down because of them.

Cheers..