Saturday, October 01, 2005 x 3:38 AM
It's now October. Time really flew. A few more months before i graduate from poly and than to NS. Obviously, im not gonna to study anymore after my NS. Even if i want, i dun think i have the money too.. Looks like, i have to start work. It may seems so far from now but i really have to think now. What am i going to do? I think i can do nothing. Choosing the wrong course doesn't help much either. I believe i didnt learn much during my 3 years in poly. The only thing is that i made some friends. Other than that, i really isn't sure what i have really learnt in my poly life.
My initial ambition which is to be a soccer player cannot be fulfilled now. I think im too old. So that brings me to the other one that is to be a successful film-maker. This dream i guess is fading too.. To become another Wong Jing, u need to have luck too.. In Spore, the openings is already so little. U need more than luck. Haiz.. looks like i may have to work harder and harder... oh ya, i can always apply for a job as a secret agent. Those like James Bond type. That is what i want to be when i was young. haha~